If we're lonely at the bottom at the top is where I started
I was known for acting out and my actions made me a target
And I might plug up all the tears don't wanna talk I wanna start it
Bleed my skin I bleed for years
I got three strikes and [?]
And I never get it even if you made the needle in your mission
Count on me, I'm not efficient, I cannot fulfill your wishes
It gets hard to rather move along and swim with all the fishes
Be realistic, it's a horror show, no signs of happy endings
It's my mess and I'll clean it up, lost and ever-brooding in my cup
Look me in my eyes, I wanna go back to July

Rest your head on my chest?
You just smell like cigarettes
How could I ever forget
You're the reason I've been dead
I might take another med
Think you're getting to my head
One more shot make me dead
Try to catch me I'm ahead
Think it's cool that I'm nice
You're a fool in my eyes
Wanna drool on my ice
But you don't know the price