I'm suffocating in my silence and fears that has become true
Have no words to say,my actions show all
Asking myself why did i do this if i knew the end
Can't find the answer i'm looking for nor the one
Maybe i just lost my balance trying to lean somebody on
Left my soul while trying to please more and more
Therefore i changed myself,there's no turning back
From the mistakes i made or love i gave away
Don't ask me "what happened to you" again and again
Like you don't know what's going on in my head
Like you don't know the secret language we had
Like you don't know i know cryptology like back of my hand
But i can say peace of mind,I'm too hard to be solved
Like i'm too hard to love hence why i've been alone this road

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I can't take it kindly everytime
And you can't even realize because i'm playing like pro
Control my mimics ,behaviours like i'm supposed to
Deep down i know it's not right thing to do
But you left me nothing to do,lead me to this showroom
Thus i'm trying to be the best of the best like i usually do
Seems like you love the show too
Until the minute i stop and tragically leave
Then you start to realize what you're going to do without me
Starting to get anxious cause i've been filling up the hole
While i'm learning slowly to live without you and getting ready to leave for what's come to me when loving somebody new

Soon we'll find out this was our best
And will rest,watch the sunset
With all these people we know it won't work out and we won't find a way
And to be honest,I want it fade away
It's been confusing and overwhelming
I'm so sick of it and i can't help it
Timing feel right and i go with my heart
So don't judge me when i come out of my box


Chorus-
I can't take it kindly everytime
And you can't even realize because i'm playing like pro
Control my mimics ,behaviours like i'm supposed to
Deep down i know it's not right thing to do
But you left me nothing to do,lead me to this showroom
Thus i'm trying to be the best of the best like i usually do
Seems like you love the show too
Until the minute i stop and tragically leave
Then you start to realize what you're going to do without me
Starting to get anxious cause i've been filling up the hole
While i'm learning slowly to live without you and getting ready to leave for what's come to me when loving somebody new

The whole thing's become so absurd
I don't wanna stay anymore
Can't take this ups and downs anymore
Unexplainable,insolveable,irrevocable
I'm sorry for all of this but i can't let myself go
Cause i'm on my own