Lost in my fake paradise
Tried so much to not cry
It never goes away, only hides
On my knees, touching the grass
Praying to god, what if it lasts ?
Want to be under your wings
Take me away, save my sould
I just want to sleep and be under control

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It's been months, old me is still here
Tried to change her everytime she hurt me
Ran from her scars, her past
So new me could be the best
But she is so strong and reckless
I can't win against her
If I dare to take away her power
She'll break the world

How can I solve this case ?
How can I run away from this maze ?
When it creates new ways to get lost
I'm too tired to go on
Too complicated to decode
Enigma of me remains unsolved, don't try to hack
God knows why I can't be the innocent

-Chorus-
But you could've loved me
You could've solved
You could've had me in your hands
But you tried to haunt me when I was lost
I'm not your typical hunt
I never forget
Like a woman possessed
Will come back for you
With your ghost in my head