Missed you so much in this last four months
Looked everywhere to see any sign of you
You hide from me
To heal your heart, I know
I'm not that special
So I think it didn't last much
Hope you found your heart where it did break
Cause I have not found mine yet

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I know even I say sorry million times
It woudn't turn the clock back
I've made many mistakes that can't be repaired
But it wasn't my intention to turn you cold
To me, I paid my dues
I made a lot of friends on this journey
But I've always been thinking of you too

My life has been rough but somehow I felt great
Tried to find something to laugh and get away
Tried to love and have fun
Unfortunately it all failed cause they became boring anyway
Mrs. Know it all always loved to be showman to hide the pain from them
And lost my control while pretending I'm myself

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Don't know if I changed so much
Don't know if I played so hard
I'm still a kid who loves to dream every night
I'd want to be enough for everything I love
But I'm not
That's my fight
It has been my fight all the time
I always cried
Because I didn't pick the right one
Or couldn't save them from dark
You pushed me hard
I ran and hide
And that's the end we didn't want to face
Cause it broke us apart

I know you're still angry to me
Or maybe you don't even care
But I've waited so long to give myself a break
I'm sorry if I hurt you
I've been hurt too which isn't new
I still want you to be in my life
This shouldn't be the end for our friendship too