[Intro]
I got so much on my mind, I don't where I should begin
Part of me won't talk about this money that's commin in
And fuck that
[Verse 1]
I got so much on my mind, I don't know where I should begin
A part of me won't talk about this money that's commin in
Another part say "fuck that, let's talk about the love that I give"
But Ion ever see no love back
I hear the comments that you make about me
But I'm so above that, if I threw it all away just to respond
I bet you love that
They been throwin shade so long
I'm just tryna bring the sun back
Treatin this process like I fell off, callin this the comeback
It bothers me how grown men hate, on what's success
I know you rathеr see me progress, but I keep elеvating
Never made no ties with the devil
But I'm hella patient
God gifted in this present time, I've been boxin with seein slowly
Been loosin my mind, so tired of fakin like I'm okay
Cause I'm not
One false move, and I could end up in the box, loose it all just because I lost control on all my thoughts
You feelin pain when I talk
[Verse 2]
I'm somewhere in between, I got nun left and I want what's next
I'm makin sure my family good, even if I'm takin less
They hate to see the voice I had, they plottin tryna take my breath, I sweat
Everyone of you n***a's would be so rich
If the time you spent to hate on me you actually invested
Sayin I'm not hood enough, don't have me offended, that's not the message in my music, that I'm tryna convey
I come from humble beginnings, I never saw the light of day
[Verse 3]
You can't say I never struggled; we struggle in different ways
Just because you don't relate, don't mean you got to throw shade
I spend a week without music, was tryna get my focused straight
Gettin bigger as we speak, at an alarm of rate, I see when it's done
Hate on me can't say for what
You is weak as they come
I'm always reppin for my city, and I do it for the ones lost in the waste, fillin there body up with drugs
Who lost somebody who close
From a killer, splilln' that blood
[Verse 4]
Who been prayin all the time, but feel like blessin's never come
I feel you, and I've been through that phase
I was stubborn and hard headed in my youthful days
Took a look in the mirror, that's who I would blame
But life is better, I can't complain
Booked a flight, I'm headed straight to the islands to clear my head
Avoided so much drama, could've ended up dead
But it's almost like I knew I was chosen
Burnt bridges, but I nutted to Oprah
I let God lead
[Verse 5]
My Ex told me I'll never find no one next this godly
I sat back and laughed when I read that
Cause if you the closest thing there is to God
Then show me where the devil at
We said no bitch gon' come between us
I want my brother back
And funds, so broke
Then tell me how I gotta hunnid racks
Just to blow on stupid shit
I gotta another hunnid racks, just to spend on all this music shit
Ion care what I'm doin, it's more about who I do it with
[Chrous]
Yeah, but I'll be fine by myself, yeah
I needa learn how to be selfish
Lotta times that I tried, gave my trust, but you lied, sometimes I'm feelin helpless
But I'll be fine by myself, yeah
I needa learn how to be selfish
Lotta times that I tried, gave my trust, but you lied, sometimes I'm feelin helpless
[Outro]
But I'll be fine by myself, Uh
I'll be fine by myself, yeah
I'll be fine by myself