[Verse]
I hate to await
[?]
Not a thought in my head I can't think for a day
I look at the ground, I don't have a word to say
I can't find out who I was, I can't even catch a break
End my career, Ima let it go to waste
And yo fingers out of reach, I got no smile on my face
Lived this life a million times, every time it is the same
[?] Ain't a single god to blame
Everyday I wake up but what is it that I chase
Bring me out my [?] state and take my body to the grave
Nobody to trust even villains wear a cape
How the hell could I lose I'll forever be in shame