I’ve lost my will to kill
The things that are holding me back
Now I just sit still
And don’t even try to fight back

Will I be left with the world?
Or will I be dead to myself?
Trapped inside of these four walls I have built
And I am to blame
They’re closing in on me
I am to blame

I don’t know if my initial intentions were pure
But I am sure that I never meant
For these colors to fade and forget my own name
While I push through the pain

I am afraid that I will never change
I am afraid that I can’t escape
I need you to take my place