[Intro]
How to Gag a Maggot, hmm
One more time Jimmy (one more time Jimmy)
[Chorus: Grewsum]
I can't let you go, I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I can't let you go, I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready to say goodbye
[Verse 1: Grewsum]
I don't wanna let you go yet
I don't wanna have to miss you
When I grope that ass and kiss you, even though you passed away I'm with you
Keeping you here with me isn't weird to mе
You appear to be not keeping well and can't spеak to me
But I don't care, you don't need to breathe
I know that you love me
I don't need to feel your heartbeat for me to see it and you could never be ugly
No matter how much you decompose so please believe that your company is comforting
And your love for me is a drug to me
One that I need just to fucking breathe, even the thought of you leaving me it fucks with me
I don't know how we got here, with your blood on the carpet, this is everything that I feared would happen
Now I'm walking around lost in our apartment sloshed off with lots of capped and this is not what I wanted, that's an understatement, ain't it
Was so far from that shit we planned to accomplish
I just wish I could go back and not be so damn frustrated
I'm always on the brink of snapping and you pushed me, the fuck did you think would happen?
In that moment you didn't seem attractive, all I saw was red and proceeded stabbing
Didn't think of the repercussions and that after you would never breathe or function again
I need you, you need your husband, but you pushed his buttons and fucked it up then damn
[Chorus: Grewsum]
I can't let you go, I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I can't let you go, I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready to say goodbye
[Verse 2: Grewsum]
It's been a couple of weeks, snuggled up in the sheets lovingly at peace with the one that I need
Caught air fresheners I hung up on strings
The smell is nowhere as overbearing as you could be
No more caring about where I go and there's no more glaring about who I hang with or what I'm wearing
This is love in the purest form of the word
Nothing gets put over my girl
I was over it and now I'm all for it
I fell in love again with your corpse and it feels real, feels authentic
Feels good and we compliment each other way better than we did
No bitching and arguing over little petty shit, fist in a ball again
Fist in the wall then the kids get involved with it
I don't miss them at all if I'm just being honest
Shit's been so calm since they've been gone, they ain't gon' be pissing me off again
All I ever needed was you all alone to myself to keep in my room
People assume that we never leave but we do every weekend we sit out and sing to the moon
It's a beautiful thing how we keep what we do just between us, love got us deeply consumed (Consumed)
We needed to bloom and grew closer from everything we've been through (Been through)
Our love has survived death, now it's something that's timeless
How much luckier can I get, I get everything I need looking deep in your eyes, yes
[Chorus: Grewsum]
I can't let you go, I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
I can't let you go, I'm not ready to say goodbye
I just wanna hold you close and keep your body here close to mine
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I'm not ready to say goodbye