Used to find it so stunning
Every body, figure, shape, and curve
Wanted to dedicate every single one of my words
To uplift her self esteem
She be calling me
And I can't resist
Knew of her gifts
But didn’t understand her flaws
I was too in awe
Of what she brings
Instead of the songs she sings
To God
Morning wood, she has a way with the logs
Watched clips of her
Wanted sips of her
Just wanted the tip of her
Opening to close in
The way she be moaning
Got me zoning
To another dimension
Open up a portal
And I be sucked in
She was so seductive
And wanted to be reproductive
But that's all in the past
Today, I stand, as a different man

Old lust
You ain't down with the new
Old lust
I regret all the times that I spent with you
You taught me nothing
You taught me nothing


Old habits die hard
So I wanna lose my vcard
To a voluptuous, innocuous
Damsel in distress
Wanna lay on her chest
And tell her what I really think
Wanna play dress up
Where we wear red, black, orange, and pink
Sip on a drink
That’s the devil's concoction
And sell my soul like it's an auction
But Christ made me new
He knew
That I can overcome what I been through
So from him I grew
And learned to stop fiending
And give beauty a holier, new meaning
And I like where I am now
Old times, I'm not that proud
But if I build a house
It's members will be holy
And it'll be better than that of Connstaar, Sojung, or Jo Lee