(intro) listen pain just happens,you don’t know how to get rid of it permanently but i have some advice for you…….be NUMB to that pain,use those bad vibes and turn them into good vibes bye being numb to the pain and those with those vibes i thank you for your negative your energy has been transmuted into my life so i can use that negative energy as my own because i know how to be numb to that pain(production)($car$ production)(song) when i was younger i didn’t know right from wrong,when i was younger i wanted to write a song,but the pain just lasted for so dang long,everybody had something i never had,although i never knew my dad,my mom and cory treated me so dang bad,to my mom it was all about the drugs and the money,she started laughing like it was so dang funny,that’s why my mom never had a real deal honey,yeah,i went through alot of pain when i was younger, my mom was on the stuff,so i had to shun her,but i geuss that made it funner,cory ductaped my mouth to the wall,i remember tryna sneak through the hall,but then he tripped me and made me fall,he made me sleep naked in the shower,i geuss that gave him more power,he even broke my mommas favorite flower,i picked up the phone,and called a cop,they told cory to stop and drop,then they put on handcuffs with the lock,the ciops brung me to DHR,then they told me to hop out the car,they told me it wouldn’t be far,now im with my foster mom named sandy,she came in handy she gave me tons of candy,then my dad came to pick me up,when i saw him i said wassup,i never seen my dad in my life,so when i saw him i was kinda shy,but i went home with him,and i noticed i was kinda slim,so he took me for a little swim,now im happy yum i eat that pain up and make it numb.(ending)you see i went through all of this pain in my life thats how i learned to be numb you can to and shout-out to the people that helped me be successful.I love my family,im sorry for my past i will make it up to yall,im so sorry,im sorry,my life felt threatened i didn't know what i was doing i was so scared i started sweating i was in love,i lost that with my life, i wanted to cut myself with a knife please love me again, im sorry to you who are my ken,so just end the pain please,before i shut down and i freeze.dont leave!!!!!