[Verse 1]
I saw your pic on the 'Gram, you really do look good
You've grown into a man, like I knew you would
And now I count backwards to all those crazy times
And fast forward to my current state of mind

[Pre-Chorus]
I wanna call you up but I know if I get through
I'll only be reminded why I cried three years 'cause of you
Hello?

[Chorus]
Lately, I've been questioning my mind again
What if? Could we? Be us?
Hello, are you there?
You make me feel numb and all my judgement fails
'Cause deep down I know it's done

[Post-Chorus]
Let me catch my breath before you ruin me again
Let me catch my breath, I'll be a ruin again

[Verse 2]
Eight months ago, we had our late-night talk
One minute you're down for me, the next minute you walk
[Pre-Chorus]
I wanna call you up but I know if I get through
I'll only be reminded why I cried three years 'cause of you
Hello?

[Chorus]
Lately, I've been questioning my mind again
What if? Could we? Be us?
Hello, are you there?
You make me feel numb and all my judgement fails
'Cause deep down I know it's done

[Bridge]
Do I wanna call you up? Do I really want to get through?
Why do I think of you this way?
Do I wanna cry three more years 'cause you?
Do you mind if I'm happy?
Do I wanna call you up? Do I really want to get through?
Do you think of me this way?
Do I wanna cry three more years 'cause you?
I wouldn't mind if you tried to

[Chorus]
Lately, I've been questioning my mind again
What if? Could we? Be us?
Hello, are you there?
You make me feel numb and all my judgement fails
'Cause deep down I know it's done