Tick tick boom I can see the time bomb blow
My current babygirl used to be another hoe
Tick tick bang and there it all goes
My love my work my everything 2018 flows

Yeah honestly bro 2018 has been the shittiest year
I've done everything I can to keep You here
But now I might have to go
I’m sorry but this is the way it has to be

What You want me to say
I can see the time bomb blow
This time there's no lesson
We can't learn from this and grow

There’s no fire to spit
2018 wasn't high or lit
Fuck this year
And the way it got writ'
I guess this just a flow
Never fucked with a hoe
One stepped up I stepped down
Suicidal when You're not around

Yeah tell me please what do
You want me to say
2018 it was a cold slap on the face
Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to stay around
I'd feel much more happy buried six feet underground

I don't think I can keep this shit up
What's really killing me the most yeah its my fear of love
I guess this just these 2018 flows
I can't take this oh and I just got exposed

Tell me what do You want me to say
Do You want me to keep acting like everything’s okay

When it’s really not

Tick tick boom I can see the time bomb blow
They won't fucking stop trying to lock up my big bro
The time bomb just went off and there it all flies
My love my work my everything 2018 cries

I hated this year I said fuck You Christmas cheer
Fuck the school shootings and fuck living in fear
Yeah I’m gonna have to go if You knock me again low
They say it's the way it has to be yeah fuck 2018 flows
Yeah Grandma I remember when You were still alive
I swear I try to be real but then I just want to die

Welcome to America the land of the enslaved
Conformities a murderer it's too late to be saved
These might be my last words I don't know if they’ll be heard
But the only thing I wanted was to not be in Your slurs

Tick tick boom I can see the time bomb blow
Take me please leave Him don't touch my big bro
The time bomb just went off and there it all flies
Let's take a look back as 2018 dies

I'm so sorry