22 and I ain’t getting younger
Had this cold fire burning in my belly it was hunger
Woke me from slumber
No I can trust ya so I wear eyes on my jumper

This shit I didn’t conjure
Stuck inside my mind thoughts cloudy like thunder
Sometimes I wonder
Would this shit ever have happened if I didn’t take your number

I’m riding clutch cause no ones in the passenger
Worst thing I’m not mad at ya
Glad I’m de-attached from ya
I just lost respect from you when you moved on so fucking fast
Heart bleeding it’s a massacre
After everything I did for ya
I

Put you first put your first
Evеryday I put you first
You left me feeling all cursed
You could havе put me in a hearse
But I had to finish this verse
I’m feeling all burst
I’m done putting all of my feelings aside
Left me with some scars but I’m glad you ain’t mine
I’m fighting off all of these demons inside me
But I’m still grinding
But I’m still shining
But no one knows me & how I done battled my mind n’
They never ask but I’m fine n’
I just mix vodka with lime n’
Fuck a hater I’ll keep smiling
I found this shit so enlightening
No longer got pain on my mind
I’m switching these lanes when I’m driving

Speed fast in the car that’s an automatic
I might whizz right past while you’re caught in traffic
Dsquared the jeans might Dior the jacket
Get my bread from a stream never whipped the magic

Gotta make it happen
No I’m never capping
Got fam in the can so I’m never trapping
Fakes on my line boy allow the chatting
Tryna bless all my team it ain’t you I’m splashing

The demons in my mind come wave after wave, wave after wave, I’m slowly drifting
Drifting away, and it feels like I’m drowning, pulling against the stream

So fuck what you’re feeling
J still keeping it real n’
Brain still switching my on me, still switching on me that’s my OCD’n

Certain man keep begging and friending
They just wanna cop a new season
Went cold now my hearts freezing
Stacking til I touch that ceiling now

I just wanna make this dough it’s like
Can’t see the signs on the road it’s like
Could my choice be wrong? Could my choice be right?
Heart turn cold, it’s as cold as ice, cause she broke me twice

Grind stay high and they noticed mine
Mileage high I might roll this time
Late night trips overthinking shit, wanna sink this ship, but I know that’s life, so I don’t have time

No time for a hater
Started off this with a camera now they’re all watching me 1 milly later
JC still chasing this paper
Stacking my dough like a baker
I’m on my grind like a skater
Chasing this dream til’ I wake up