[Chorus: Taylor Barber]
Choking on the dirt that I've been force fed
The population is bleeding me dry
Swallow my pride as I watch the moon light
Seep into my pores, I only fear the end
It happens over and over again
Separation, it fucks with my head
Bullshit I am constantly fed
Autophobia, I wish I was dead
Fuck
[Verse 1: Taylor Barber]
I try to hide the shame away
On the edge of the precipice
Never to see the light of day
Cursed to be a nihilist
Endless pits of fucking madness and I'm so afraid
The spiraling entity stuck in my brain
Crafted an outward persona
Threatening to tear me apart
[Verse 2: Taylor Barber]
Feels like I've been sleeping
Locked away from the world I've known
Feels like the glass is breaking
I'm set free as you lose control
[Chorus: Taylor Barber]
Choking on the dirt that I've been force fed
The population is bleeding me dry
Swallow my pride as I watch the moon light
Seep into my pores, I only fear the end
It happens over and over again
Separation, it fucks with my head
Bullshit I am constantly fed
Autophobia, I wish I was dead
[Bridge: Taylor Barber]
Helpless against the ever growing darkness
Hopeless, I can never escape
It's out of my hands
Not even screams can break this silence
[Outro: Jacob Wallace]
I can't stand myself
Breathe
I try to hide the shame away
On the edge of the precipice
Never to see the light of day
Cursed to be a nihilist