I wanna be something I'm not
I wanna pretend I forgot how to be good to you
But I was there the whole time
I didn't even lose my mind

I miss you so fucking much
But there's nothing to be done
I miss you so fucking much
There's nothing I could ever say
I didn't deserve you
All I ever did was hurt you
But I still miss you
I still feel so fucked up

I still
I still miss you
I still

I
I still feel so fucked up

And things are better now
But I still feel like I am lost somehow
And we can never speak again
But I know there is nothing to be said
I've hurt you quite enough
And out of all my old regrets
The one that hurts the most
Is what I said to you
When you were drowning
Because of me
It wasn't your fault
It wasn't your fault
It wasn't your fault