I don't believe myself
I feel like I'm synthesizing [?]
It doesn't [?] enough to trust how I relay it
To the people in my life
But I don't

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I don't feel at all
It feels like nothing all along
I feel compelled to confess every single thing I've ever done
That could be construed as wrong

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Everything [???] the pain
But it feels like it is here again
Safety twisting into fear
The safety is corruption of there

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