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I dream of floating through the world alone
A ticket to a place where I can
Be something that I have never known
Where is home?
A girl set adrift, am I becoming this?
Do I have a name?
Do I have a soul?

I don't want to understand
But this is so much more complex than circumstance
What did I have to know?
Memory is hard to trust
Am I at fault for feeling what I am?

I try to convince myself that
I can repair the scars and holes
There is anger at the thought
Of being what I'm not
This is all that I have known, so
I can't feel it, I don't know
I am haunted
I am cold

I don't want to understand
But this is so much more complex than circumstance
What did I havе to know?
Memory is hard to trust
Am I at fault for feeling what I am? (x2)