[Verse 1]
Oh I've been away
Oh I've been away
Gone in my mind oh I cannot think straight
I see you moved on, Im so happy for you
And I wish I could too
But your love will be the last thing I lose (from you)
You showed me a life I never knew (i could choose)
You opened a path through the madness I'm trapped in
Don't care about money if you pay attention

I've been on my last legs for a year now
All my energy drained
If we hadn't met I probably wouldn't be here now
I've been gone since that day and they don't get it
Once my hope completely vanishes I hope that you dont panic
When I do the things I sing about, It's not just words I feel it now
They only hear the music and then tell me to be proud about it
Honestly I wouldn't wanna be around it
'less you feel the same then again this won't help

[Chorus]
I don't really know the answer
I'm just patient with disaster
How many days have gone by I don't know
But a few year have passed, I wish it was less
[Verse 2]
Maybe I'll be gone by the next one
Said the same the last time
I won't make a promise that will cut off my escape line
I will stay at home and I'll worry if I'll stay alive
All this pressure coming down is keep me from sleep at night

I wonder how you face it
Question of the ancient
So far only love has felt right and I hate it
I brace for the fall when I'm always sedated (always sedated)
I phase through the walls I've drawn tall from the pavement
(from the dirt)
Midway I'm brought back and caged in
I might run out of time but I'll never lose my patience
I waste away my life if you only ask the plaintiff
And forsake the other side when I'm just trying to escape it

[Chorus]
I don't really know the answer
I'm just patient with disaster
How many days have gone by I don't know
But a few years have passed, I wish it was less