[Intro: Hannah Williams]
Do I find it so hard (cut your radio up)
When I know in my heart
I'm letting you down every day
I'm letting you down every day (this shit you ain't ready for)
Why do I keep on running away?

[Verse 1]
Yeah
Check
I apologize
Tossin' and turnin' from the trauma
They record and they pipe it they love the drama
Conquer and divide
I be a puppet to the function
That was placed upon my sistas and my brothas
Stood tall even though the wind tempestuous
The hail stone never hide its hand but I made it look effortless
Sun rays promiscuous, slimed a couple n***as like they Icarus
Bodies on the asphalt, splattered on the concrete, gore everywhere
You could see a n***a’s last thoughts, ew
I check chicken like I'm cookin' up doro wat
Blasian bitch look like Toro y Moi, I brag different
What’s humility to a n***a that ain't never felt luxury
Couldn’t even slit the wrist because of the blunt cutlery
Tried to bring them out those problems, they gon' do what monkeys see
And now we wishin' for justice, speedy recoveries
Why the deathbed the only place for self discovery
Schemin' and the scammin' I grew up with skullduggery
Flirtin' with them sistas who thought they had jokes
But on her knees was the only time she really tongue in cheek
Sheesh, I brag different
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Uh
And all I do is pray and hoop, n***as beefin' with their selves
Two X’s in the eyes, knew that boy took a L
Inshallah, won't be the only time I see XXL
Ask the block, say my name, they all knew I would prevail
I be havin' nightmares over the ones that fell
No one knows me like the darkest of reds
Thicker than waters in which you were bred
Spilled over peace and bread, increase the lead
N***as better crease and run or
Gun in his mouth the only time he speak in tongues
Uh
At the corner spot, with the dice out
Shit get real mean when its nice out
First the fist fights, now the knives out
Only way to go is up, get the pipes out
Hillary banks off sayin the quiet part out loud
I brag different
Infatuation from the baddest know I'm mad different
And the joy is everlasting all because the bag different
Doin shit I shouldn’t be doin so I could rap about it
Took a gamble with my life, I went all in on all my talent
MashAllah, JazakAllah for those who never fuckin doubted
Mashallah, JazakAllah for those who never fuckin doubted
I brag different, stay protected by the countless
[Outro: Kim Burrell]
I'm never gonna treat you
I'm never gonna treat you like I should