[Intro]
It's my life
I can't change
It is what it is

[Chorus]
Nose bleeds in my sleep, the anxiety killing me
I don't know who to look out for, my friends or my enemies
Every conversation now have me thinkin' they spinnin' me
Know they gon' try but the anticipation is killin' me
I remember drivin' four hours to do a robbery
I remember throwin' up, hour after I shot him
I remember bae hidin' me when they tried to find me
Had some close friends rob me, shit got slimy
You can't relate to me, you ain't never killed nobody
I remember, I caught bruh and he tried to stop me
Already too late, in the car, Glock cocked, ridin'
It's so nostalgic to take a soul from a body

[Verse 1]
2017, I prayed for a month straight
Lost weight, you can tell 'cause I ain't ate
Weigh it up, all buzz, we gon' smoke the shake
Perc'ed up ridin' around in my poker face
I don't trust nothin' breathin', put that on my son
I'm in my lil bitch apartment with eight guns
It's eight pounds, but I treat it like it's eight tons
I'm still young with these drugs, this my eighth run
I could show you how to really set yourself apart
X pills from Hyde Park is how I got my start
But gas bags from Sacramento how I made my mark
You either out here or you ain't, you can't play it smart
Ask anybody who know me, hunnid' dollar zips
To get these prices that I get, you gotta take a trip
A half a zip of dog, mixed, get a n***a killed
I rather die in my sleep 'cause I over sipped
Than let a n***a leave me stiff 'cause I finally slipped
For seven months, me and bruh prayed for a brick
And then we finally hit that lick, God sent a gift
For a young drug dealer, I'm big as it gets
[Chorus]
Nose bleeds in my sleep, the anxiety killing me
I don't know who to look out for, my friends or my enemies
Every conversation now have me thinkin' they spinnin' me
Know they gon' try but the anticipation is killin' me
I remember drivin' four hours to do a robbery
I remember throwin' up, hour after I shot him
I remember bae hidin' me when they tried to find me
Had some close friends rob me, shit got slimy
You can't relate to me, you ain't never killed nobody
I remember, I caught bruh and he tried to stop me
Already too late, in the car, Glock cocked, ridin'
It's so nostalgic to take a soul from a body

[Verse 2]
Whole 2018, I had to fight a case
Family tried to take me out, like I was a date
Mad I put it in they face that I'm gettin' cake
I hit the road with them bow's, twelve hours straight
My mama told me she can see the pain in my face
But I'm just high, about to fall asleep off the drank
And if you think that I ain't real, it's 'cause you probably fake
Thirty days, twenty grand in four different states
Thousand grams of mid grade, look like I'm sellin' eighths
Shit got me chained to the city like I'm Kevin Gates
We just passed out all the testers to see how it taste
A thousand eight, how much money you think I'ma make?
[Outro]
Big Gee
Can't relate to me if you ain't never kill nobody
Big Gee
It's so nostalgic to take a soul from a body