CHRIST DILLINGER
HARD TO SEE
[Chorus: All & CXRPSE]
It's hard to see, it's hard to see (To see, to see)
It's hard to see, it's hard to see (To see, to see)

[Verse 1: CXRPSE]
Yeah, it's hard to see (Hard to see)
This ain't who I expected to be (Nope)
I get it's hard to explain your perspective of me (Yeah)
And then we fight, but it's hard to take a breath when you leave (Yeah, yeah)
Go find my happy place right next to the trees (Huh, yeah)
Almost twenty-two, barely only scratching the surface (Yeah)
I don't get your point of view, I'm feeling lesser than perfect (Yeah-yeah)
Still haven't talked to you, like I never deserved shit (Yeah)
Yeah, I never had a clue about finding a purpose (Ahuh)

[Verse 2: MKULTRA]
Okay, I never had a clue, now stuck in a circus
My worth live upside-down, it's a little subversive
My feet not on the ground, and it started to hurt
Can't help but stare at the sun, it help to feel something burn
And how am I can see the truth from my eyes?
I can see things how you see it 'cause to truth is to survive
I'm paranoid and terrified, all I can do is rap
To see things how you see it, I'ma stare inside your mind

[Verse 3: CHRIST DILLINGER]
It's hard to see when I look inside this Hennessy
Remember when the only things we cared about were you and me?
It's fucked up how we let the money come and then get in-between
Remember when we started this and all that shit was just a dream?
It's fucked up how you feelin', like you can't even come talk to me
And ever since we fell out, I been handling it awfully
I'm losing you, that feels like I'm losing a big part of me
I let the money cloud my vision so much that it startled me
It's fucked up how you can't see what matters 'til you have everything
A little bit of money and fame, that shit ain't anything
When I'm high it's hard to listen, I know you wish I was different
Everybody wants a piece of me, it's hard to make commitments
And I know deep down without me, things will probably be better
I lost everything I loved, I gave it up just for some cheddar
And if I could go back I'd probably handle it different
'Cause ever since I lost you, it's like half the world is missing
[Chorus: All, CXRPSE, & Lil Darkie]
It's hard to see (So hard, so hard), it's hard to see (To see, to see)
It's hard to see (It's hard to see, it's hard to see), it's hard to see (To see, to see) (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse 4: Lil Darkie]
Uh, nineteen, I started this shit
Changed a lot, nobody wanna see that
You make wannabe rap, I'm in the pocket like lint
Brown boy with a grin, motherfucker, I'm him
No articles and no record deal, don't gotta pretend
So many texts on my phone that I can't even see them
N***as asking me for shit like birdies screaming, "Feat that"
So many bitches wanna suck my dick and eat the semen
It's hard to see who really can, who just need a meal
When we pass away, everything will be revealed
Who lied to you, who ride for you, who really real
Experience the way you make everybody feel (Yeah)
It's hard to see when you make so many C-notes
It's hard to be satisfied, always need more
It's hard to see when you high like an eagle
It's hard to see through such a big ego (Yeah, yeah)
It's hard to see when you make so many C-notes
It's hard to be satisfied, always need more
It's hard to see when you high like an eagle
It's hard to see through such a big ego (Yeah, yeah)
[Chorus: All, CXRPSE, & Lil Darkie]
It's hard to see, it's hard to see (To see, to see) (Yeah, yeah)
It's hard to see, it's hard to see (To see, to see)