Lately I've been looking in the mirror, I've been talking to myself
And looking back, I'm in a cell, it's like I've been up in a hell
And do you think that I am bothered if you talk about my name?
'Cause I am writing bars and that's my only fucking aim
Seen my dad up in the hospital because of all the drugs
While the rest of the family sit and say "It doesn't bother us,"
But fuck 'em, I don't see 'em as a relative
'Cause every single word that comes out of their mouths is negative
How can you disown a man despite the choice he's made?
He's ringing up his mum and shе's told him to go away
Stood outside her house and his facе is dripping with blood
She's saying "You can't come in, I don't see you as a son,"
But the ambulance came, he's in an ICU
But best believe when you die that God has seen you
And then I came another day to see my nana has moved
She didn't say a single word, what have I done to you?
My dad, I know, hasn't been the best man he could
But he brought me in the world, so I'll back him as a son
And I don't forget the things that he was doing to my mum
But I need to help him out because I am his only son
He's looking kind of different like he is another man
The muck up on his face, you can't mistake it for a tan
And now he's making effort but he's still taking the drugs
And yeah it breaks my heart but I have done all that I could
The family has disowned him without even giving reason
They're saying they can't see him 'cause they live in other regions
When my cousin died, they're talking shit, they pushed him out
Hate to say it but that's what my family is about
He didn't even see his own nephew getting buried
But now they're sitting quiet and they think that I'll forget it
I won't forget it, boom