[Intro]
You think your a big j?
And you wanna be a big man?
You wanna be what I thought I was?
You wanna be me!?
Yo
Listen
Yo

[Verse]
I got problems, but I'm solving it
Broken homes, and we all living broke in it
Lemme tell you about my pain, cah its so vivid
I had to go and see my n***a, all dem cold visits
I had no money for my jailors, but I'm still posting it
I told my mummy that I'll be back trap, trap trapping tryna give her all my stack
I was flat
Whipping all that coke, I'll turn it crack
I push my butters, bet I'll come back with a wap
Me, I'm deep in it
Street living since a child, with them street n***as
My n***as went and lost they trail, now they jail living
They gave them life, but they still smiling
N***as ain't with it
So how they talking wild?
Listen
I'm whipping two I turn it three
She follow with my lead, I was stuck up in OT
Fly up on my knees
Momma know I love you, didn't mean for all that grief
I know I'm kinda straying, need to practise on my deen
I know I'm kinda straying, need to practise on my deen
I hopе that god forgives me when its timе for us to meet
Remember all the times when I was down upon my feet
Too embarrassed, couldn't take it when they offered me to eat
On the backroad, I got my hoodie and my hat low
And I defo got that rambo
Jack Jones
Dem n***a's know how I get down
We shoulda stayed together but them n***as they stepped down
Look for the best route, found me a gold mine
Block got hot, so I built me a door blind
Slipped up both times, stressed my whole life
My mother and my sister, had to watch them both cry
Stood up in that dock, and mummy couldn't watch
I see her read the dua, she was wishing it would stop
Shout my n***as from the jump, there when I was lost
They told me "rich you'll beat it" I didn't pree it, I was stuck
I was stuck
Trident in my house, I had to watch my mummy cry
I'm never gonna stop, till she gets a better life
My kidney and my liver, watch me fuck it up with sprite
I can't comprehend it how they gave my n***as life
Life'd off if she a holder, she a write off
5 Glocks probably slap it on like 5 blocks
And I'm still watching how that life looks
Full time you can't sign off, I'm in it ain't no time off
And we all came up from the mud, we had disagreements in the end we all blood
Ye I fell out with my n***as, but I still got their back
How could I hate my n***as? We started off as planned
This is more than just a gang, oi free up all my clan
Took them violations, so we had to go and bang
Now my n***as in the can