[Intro]
I close my eyes, and think about things I gave up, you think I died, I lay awake with you, by your side, all alone (How the fuck does that song go?) (Fuck)
You said you want it but I really didn't
Kara you trustless, I'm not even Kara
You flex your bag and please don't let me get it

[Chorus]
I lost it trying
I'm holding on, yeah
Holding back, holding back holding on
I've lost and tried again
I tried, I can't be
I'm holding on, yeah
Holding Back, holding back, holding on
I've lost and tried again
I tried, I can't be close
I'm holding on, I'm holding back
Holding back, holding on
I've lost it in my tracks again
I've tried it, I can't be close

[Verse]
Everybody asks me now
I say n***a fuck it
You thought I turned on you
Oh yeah, I'm like it does it
You usеd to be serious
You used to bе my brother
I hope that you're not serious
Hope you say you want it now
Its something you always do
I just can't really tell the truth
I stay back, recoup for you
[Bridge]
Falling and I died
You told me that I died
I told you as I die
You told me as I die
I told you that I lied
You told me that I died
I told you as I die
You told me as I die
I told you that I lied

[Chorus]
I'm holding on, yeah
Holding back, holding back holding on
I've lost and tried again
I've tried, I can't be
I'm holding on and holding back
Holding back, holding on
I've lost and tried again
I've tried to (be what I can't be)