(intro)
I know she’s broken inside from all the shit I said
Initially I gave a fuck but I just can’t no more
The n***as that you fuckin with
Don’t even care for you
And now you feel my fuckin pain
Cause now you numb to the core
She’s livin in her misery
She ain’t the same no more
I keep asking you to change
But you ain’t changin at all
Imma simp ass n***a
Cause I be waitin for calls
And if that n***a gotta problem I can test his jaw

(verse)
Damn, how the fuck she moved on so fast
I can barely comprehend this shit that happened
Whenever I need time to heal she’s fuckin with these bastard. but when I let you be you runnin back to me
I let you in cause you my fuckin weakness
You beggin and you pleadin
For help cause I’m the only one beside you when you need it. you take me for a joke and act like you don’t fuckin need me. then abandon me again but I’m not stupid shit just happens for a reason

(chorus)
I want love but it’s something that I’ll never get
Stuck in a pit too myself
Where is the endin cause im
Fuckin whores to keep composure of all my problems
I’ll take the blame
For the shit you put me through let’s be honest
She’ll prolly laugh at my dead body and call it karma
I tend to run from the truth but I let my guard down
Sometimes I hit dead silent
And let my songs speak the
Hidden pain I bare everyday I fuckin hate it
(second verse)
I lost ties with the world my heart is helpless
If I give you the key to my mind
Would you just watch me suffer
When it came to your love
I couldn’t help but be selfish
I hope you know that the little time
That you stayed girl it helped me
I reminisce on the days when I was all alone
Voices all in my head
I’ll be dead due to my ignorance
Do I sit with the truth and pretend that this intuition
Won’t drive me into my next destination
I’m steady prayin this grave I’m diggin for me
Won’t be deeper than I expect
I keep contemplatin my sins
I keep contemplatin my death
Seems the things I consider close
Will just wither away in flesh
Im so broken my dreams are lucid
My heart is weak I can’t rest, yeah

(bridge)
I take long look at the mirror
Seems my visions gettin clearer
I can’t seem to find a answer to the shit
That ive been feelin
(pre chorus)
I been siding with my demons
My mind is like a dead wonderland
And I can't seem to understand why life is
Fucking us all if I ever were to fall would you still
Know the words to my songs