Verse1
Split custody between my mom and credit cards
A parody of sullenly written verses by Bayla
I know that
The pain you felt that
The shame and all that but you were too scared to even talk tryna fight him off but his remorse was not enough to even hear your cries as you begging for your life
See I finally understand your demand for an easy life
Abroad from résumés,early days and week pays
But it got bad just as much it got good to it
You got used to it so much you traded your life for it
I saw you reach out for help but I was focused
Focused on getting us out the village yet I was losing you
Losing you to a life dark schemes and crack fiends with no dreams I hate to say
I told you
This life gon fold you cause greed controlled you
This life is cold bro
I swear to God

Hook
I hope wherever you are,you looking down
(Down)
Like I always knew or I thought
I know heaven couldn’t wait to have you back
Dawg I always knew

Verse 2
Split custody between my mom and credit cards
I saw you struggle for years trying to live even doe that wasn’t living that wasn’t that’s the closest you can get cause what’s of living long if you ain’t want it all along
I get that
The bottom of the totem pole is bound to have a lasting hold
You ain’t even got to hold your son in your arms dawg
What do I tell him when he’s grown and off the pampers
Seeking for answers and them pictures to I prolly set alight
I pray the lord gon shed some light I’m holding tight to holy scriptures scared of my own convictions cause once in a Bluemoon I think back to a time when I was I was no good
I saw you reach out for help but I was focused
Focused on getting us out the village yet I was losing you
Losing you to a life dark schemes and crack fiends with no dreams I hate to say
I told you
This life gon fold you
Outro
I hope wherever you are,you looking down
Like I always knew or I thought
I know heaven couldn’t wait to have you back
Dawg I always knew