[Verse 1]
This dimly lit confinement that I call my own apartment
Has set me in a web of self pity and decay
I seem to find myself just lying awake in bed
Until 2 PM on Saturdays just wasting myself away
I'll never leave

[Chorus]
Tell me that I'm different
I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ
It's all the same anyways
'Cause I try (yeah I try)
And I'll try (yeah sure, "try")
But in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame
(At least I tell myself that anyways)

[Verse 2]
I'm hard on myself and I can't seem to stray
From the idea that I'm worthless and have nothing else to give
I haven't slept a wink in what feels like days
But I know I've only been awake since noon today
And it's 4 PM

"God damn it..."

[Chorus]
Tell me that I'm different
I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ
It's all the same anyways
'Cause I try (yeah I try)
And I'll try (yeah sure, "try")
But in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame

[Bridge]
Since you left; I haven't felt the same
The reason why I live 3000 miles away
It's just hard
To sit around all day
And not be reminded of all the things you'd say
To make me laugh
To make my fears go away
A condition that's position eats away at me everyday
I just wish there could be another way for you to come back home
Back to me
Back to the old days

Since you left; I haven't felt the same
The reason why I live 3000 miles away
It's just so hard
To sit around all day
And not be reminded of all the things you'd say
To make me laugh
To make my fears go away
A condition that's position eats away at me everyday
I just wish there could be another way for you to come back home
Back to me
Back to the old times!

[Outro]
These days that I just lay awake
Have taught me what you really mean
I should be more independent
But I find it hard to determine if it's even worth living my own days!