[Verse 1]
Yeah
Okay
Beside my file find a pile of bibles
It’s balanced piety
Tried to being attention to my mentions pretty quietly
Still no Wikipedia page, but when they make it, they’ll make sure they kept my media saved
My name medium sized, but these premium rhymes, no unleaded
You can bet it’s thought in the lyrics if I said it
And you can bet it’s thoughts that were hidden when I wrote it
Like hopin they see me off when I go cuz I die vetted
Thinkin bout never waking, walkin up that ladder
Dreamin I find places to keep me alive longer
Knowing my nightmares just a second from fact matters
Matter of fact, some of em happen while I ponder
What I could do different, I figure I gotta change
Stop with the daydreams, concealing a lotta range
I’m keepin my head high but I’m finding the bibles closed
They stackin beside my books, reminding me I don’t know what’s real and what’s not, who my people are
Reachin from the hip to the crypt, where the sweepers are
Prayin as my hands fold, tryna keep my demons back
Dreamin I can hide dreamin, but that’s where the evils are
And it’s a fantasy I have to shake to wake and have my issues gone
Wishin for relief between the pics and unofficial songs
Knowing when I sleep the visions swimmin in my brain around
Even when it’s darkest, I know morning push the pain along

[Hook]
I’m countin sheep hopin prayers keep the day away
My dreams real, see the same when they fade to grey
I always thought when it was hard I could make a way
But makin waves don’t erase what was made to stay
I’m countin sheep hopin prayers keep the day away
My dreams real, see the same when they fade to grey
I always thought when it was hard I could make a way
But makin waves don’t erase what was made to stay
(Father, teach us, they won’t, reach us, I want, respect, I can’t keep up)