When the ones you wanna run to got they arms crossed
Its so easy to justify you falling off
Truth be told though i know that I'm better off
The pies all mine never see me cutting pieces
They all turn they back still want some of what ya eating
Dismiss me now you take your support and keep it
Cuz those next text you send imma just delete it
Won't even read it frienemies is never needed
N***as wanna see me fail nothing make em more content
So im steady putting in work never riding on the bench
Blessed with this curse my vision it was heaven sent
Hell bent on proving my critics wrong
Writing every day not thinking of living long
Put my heart into the notepad soul into a song
And ain't nothin gon oulast this
Cuz real is immortal this as real as it get
Uphill life battle every day getting harder
My phone always dead subconsciously forget the charger
So many crosses i bear I'm a living martyr
I had to calm down and start moving smarter
Cuz in my mind i still see visions of our father
Sometimes i sit and wonder if my time passed
Cua the more im here the more i just go bad
My mind wanders off mentally a nomad
From the outside looking in yea it ain't so bad
My hope is just a trap and wish is just a tomb
So i scribble all my thoughts and get high as the moon
Curing this curse that i was given since the womb
See me cheesing a fake smiles an open wound
It could be your mans masked up and he a goon
In the crib wit ya kids homies pointing out ya room
So i stay on my solo dolo
On the tracks theyll birng back fuck a YOLO
You only live once thats true but not quite
Make legendary status they can't take yo life
Physical form the body is just a vessel
I put my everything between the bass and the treble
Dont accept the norms live life as a rebel
Cuz one day the tangible will fade away
You destined to be apart of the cemetery
So i just touch the beats as a living obituary

One day... what they gon say ... when you fade away... what they gon say... what they gon say....