[Verse 1]
It isn't all as it may seem, I’m a caught in a day dream
The dragon I chase though, says nothing but hate speech
I'm missing my mum though, she don't understand but
My dad he ignores me, he tells me to man up
My brothers a fiend and I been clean for a month now
Tryna clean up, avoiding the come downs
Family’s fucked up we rely on the substance
Drugs or the money it leaves me hollow and loveless
Faded since day dot, watching my brain fog
Caught in the rat race on the way to my day job
Does nothing but hurt me, I'm more than a slave now
On more than a collar still chasing hits for my wage now
She doesn't believe me I tell her it's true though
She sick of me dreaming but it's all that I do though
So fuck what you say babe I follow my heart now
I bleed on the page while I be pouring my heart out
So tell me I'm stupid I been feeling withdrawn
I been hurting myself because I'm blunt to the core
I been trying to feel things, I'm hurting my girl now
She doesn’t quite get me but she says I’m her world now
Why am I like this, Its making my mind tick
Fall to the floor Kurt, assault of your mind quick
It's something I struggle with, I’m sick of this fucking pip
Hard as a rubbish bin, with nothing but love in it

[Verse 2]
So tell me I'm fucked up I think I need help now
I'm walking the same path, my dad he was hell bound
We're growing apart though, it’s mostly all my fault
He tells me to chase rap, I don't have time though
Been caught in the grind though, kids can you hear me
I know that you can bro and I'm missing you dearly
I do this for you man you know that I have to
I ain't letting you die without something to rap to
So fuck it let's do this, I'm using the music
I want to succeed and show em all they were stupid
They never should doubt us, I fall to the ground but
I take another swig and I know that you'd frown bruv
I'm chasing that dream but I can do it without you
I think of our teens and sink my piss in the lounge room
I'm sick of this bullshit, why can't I strive though
I feel like I'm better off at the end of the knife though
I wanted to quit rap, I know that is selfish
I look at my ex bitch and I think I should end it
You know that I'm tempted, I hate myself too much
Tryna be sober but relapse in two months
It's harder to stay clean, my ears they just ring out
I want to be eighteen with nothing but booze round
I wanna go back but, it's something I can't do
I bitch to my pad but, and laugh at the harsh truth