I’ve been sitting in the lab she been sitting in the loungeroom
Wasting all my time and this place ain’t about you
We’re gonna make it big baby I know that we bout to
I’m gonna change our lives with these rhymes that I’ll outdo
Never gonna slip, doing it for her sake
I know I throw a fit but It hurts me for her sake
I’m falling in this pip, walking the abyss
I been talking to ya kids I been heavy on the work rate
Ever since my birthday, chase another dragon
I been in the worst state, waking up a madman
I wanna call it quits she don’t love me like she used to
Calling her a bitch and I’m a full-blown loser
I needa sober up, I said in self destruct
I been calling out for help I get told man up nah
Fuck it Ima jump tell my mother I’m a sin
Tell my little brother he’s nothing but a king
Tell my father that I love him we ain’t nothing but a click
I’ve been acting kinda stubborn and I’m fucking up my sitch
I’ve been feeling smothered from the pressure just to live
But I gotta prove to me that I ain’t ever gonna quit
Stop lying to myself now, baby I been hell-bound
Tell me that I’m crazy or just maybe it’s my self-doubt
Second guessing everything I’ve ever had to spit now
I been watching mates fly to heaven with their wings out
They be with the kings now I gotta keep the grind on
This for all the boys in the sky keep your shine on
I gotta lotta burdens and they steady get a pile on
It’s worth any memory I ever get a smile on
I wanna go back, back to the days
Back to the summer nights on the piss with my mates
Stem sunset skies at the [?] in the bay
Take me straight back to mum’s way back in the day
Fuck we all growing up, got a lot of love
Ill be back real soon boys I gotta blow us up
I been looking back a lot, thinking what I been through
And then my stomach knots and I feeling kinda see through
This feeling fuck eats me, she know I didn’t mean to
She heard it all before but why the fuck am I so evil
I got a lotta change, saying fatter gains
Should I go and see a psych instead of spitting to my page (fuck)