( Verse )

Ohh ohh ohh
I try my best to be perfect for you
But im not Isn't it sad when you get hurt
So much all you can say is " Im used to it "
Rain falls because Clouds can no longer hold the weight
Tears fall because our hearts can't deal with the pain no more
I've always been afraid of losing people I love
Sometimes I wonder Are they afraid of losing me
They don't notice your tears
They don't notice your pain
They don't know your sadness
They only notice your mistakes
Stupid me thinking i was good enough
Im just empty inside

( Chorus )

Im sorry that i made these mistakes
Im sorry that im in pain so much
Im sorry if you don't understand
Im sorry im sorry for everything

( Verse )

Its bad enough I cry myself to sleep
Just thinking about everything
Its not you its me i was a mistake all along
That my life was a mistake
I fake my smile
I fake my laugh
I miss the old me the happier me
All i just need is a break from my own thoughts
But how can i if its not possible
I think of these possibility's on how to kill
Myself like jump off a bridge slit my throat
Jump in front of a truck but im to scared
To die but i don't want to live at all im
Sitting here crying while i write this stupid song
Knowing that all of this is true im a nothing

( Chorus )

Im sorry that i made these mistakes
Im sorry that im in pain so much
Im sorry if you don't understand
Im sorry im sorry for everything




( Bridge )

I hurt so much but that doesn't mean I don't try to make myself
Feel better but thing is it never works
Im dying inside
My soul is dying

( Chorus )

Im sorry that i made these mistakes
Im sorry that im in pain so much
Im sorry if you don't understand
Im sorry im sorry for everything