Terror. Emptiness. Isolation. Self Degradation. These are the things I have to bear, with a wintered smile, and a cold blank stare. These are the things that hold me here

Even after all this time, breaking down these paradigms through elaborate pantomimes, I’m still just as stuck in place as I ever was. Strike the line, and burn the cross. Just a man who gave up on being a god. Things won’t be as they were, ever again

I don’t have much time left to find a way out. Growing pains, lethal remains. Born again, same mistakes. I’ve seen beyond language, and yet I know, I still don’t know a fucking thing

Time tells me all things have to end. The love I’ve found in your kindred heart, all things have to end. Everything I’ve ever known, our lives, they will end. The pain inside that’s made a home, all things, they will end. Until then, here I’ll stay

Please forgive me for this mindset, but when the time comes, I won’t be holding on. Please, somebody, tell me where the fuck we’re going wrong? There’s love in the lines of your fingertips, there’s light in my heart when I feel like I can understand you, but this life keeps me thinking we’ll never see the start, so let me go

And when I think I’ve climbed back from hell, time tells me all things have to end. Until then, here I’ll stay