[Intro]
Yeah, it's my life. It's mine. And I'm tryna live it. As best as I can. Now I'm not perfect, just like everybody isn't. I got my own flaws. My own faults. But I'm just tryna work through it man. So bear with me. As I tell you the story of my life. Yeah

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna spend all my life tryna fight this pain at the end not win
I don't wanna spend all my life in a prison of a sin that I don't want, still
I don't wanna cling my fists and hit these walls
Bleed out what I feel, nah!
I don't wanna lose myself to the darkness dimming my soul from prayer
I don't wanna live down at the bottom of the sea with my neck being chained to an anchor
I don't really wanna end my life but the pain that I feel every night, so I stay up
I been living all my life in a comma to this moment, and I really wanna wake up
Tired of the guilt that I carry
And the motherfucken demons in my mind that I bury
Every single time but they have a wicked smile cause whatever that I try they don't go I'm so weary
All I really wanna feel is being worthy
Is somebody to be here when I'm drowning in my fears in my thoughts when I'm crying out all night
To be patient with me, let me know I'll be alright
I'm so sick of people telling me I should man up and be strong
They make me feel wrong for expressing the pain that I feel on the inside
So I go back to dying on the inside
With no person to help me survive
Welcome to the story of my life
So I bow and I send all my praise to God
I'm still living in the days of dark

[Hook : Soultic]
Days of dark, days of pain
Days of nothing less but rain and that's my life, that's my life
Days of storms, days of hopelessness, depression, rejection and that's my life, that's my life
Days of crying, days of dying deep inside, bottles on the floor and that's my life, that's my life

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm feeling the cracks on my soul
Then I shatter and fall to the floor
Then I pick up the pieces and put them together in hope that I mend every piece of my soul
I'm numb and I'm broken inside
I succumb to the darkness inside
It feels like I don't have any charge of my mind
So I'm watching myself fade away in this dark hole
My faith and my hope
Now where did it go?
I'm searching for purpose and meaning
I still wonder if God can remember my soul, if He really can see what I'm feeling
I keep hoping that one day I'll be alright
I keep hoping I'll find the light
Until then I still live in a space I can't bear I feel dead evey time and that's my life

[Outro]
Yeah. My life. That's just my life. (Repeatedly)