Raxion Stance
Save Me Pt. 2
[Intro]
Woman 1 : I wanted to fold up and stop. And I didn't wanna think anymore
Woman 2 : I’m done. I've had enough
Woman 1 : It's doesn’t matter what I do. O-r or what I choose. I- I'm what's wrong. (Sobs) There's nothing I can do about it. If I'm not hurting myself, I am hurting everyone around me. There's nothing I can do about it. (Sobs) I am, I am broken
[Sample Intro]
Kids who get high repeatedly don't wanna come down
[Verse 1 : Raxion Stance]
I think I'm a little too young for the shit I’ve been through
For the mistakes that I’ve been making, where I've been to
Feels like I got out a comma hoping to heal but I’m bout to relapse
Depression takes me every night, and morе of me by weekends
I can not carry on like this
This ain't thе life I wished for
With all these nightmares in my head
Don't know what I still dream for
All these demons are what I live for
I lost the most of all I need and now I blindly seek more
I seek for love, redemption and forgiveness of the sins whose course I've carried out
I tried to bury Doubt
But that happened to be my grave
I’m just a puppet in a stage of sin
I break within, I can no longer take this shit
And so I try to take my life for pain that no one knows
Scared of being alone so much that I try not to be but end up deserving to be
So I lie pretending to be
Okay, but there's no way I can be
When I'm dead inside, but still breathing, I'm not intending to live
Fortune, I'm sorry for the shit I did to you
Lil baby, daddy was just not ready for you
It just happened and I'm sorry that I did not want you
I hope this river of my tears can wash away my sins, I'm sorry
[Hook : Soultic]
Would you save me?
Would you save me from myself?
Save me from myself?
Yeah, save me
[Verse 2 : Raxion Stance]
Yeah, I think I'm a little too young for the shit I've been through
For the ill-treatment that you've been through, that I've put you through
But loving me is never simple
Running a course of being hurt and watching hurt myself is the price that I give you
I'm broken, I've been broken way before you ever knew I was
I hid the pain and all you ever saw were scars
But I've hurt someone, I'm not stopping
I hurt people when they try to love me
Priscilla, that's why I could hardly
Love you just as much
And although I know you know you still love me
I broke you down and left you countless times and how I need you continues to haunt me
I'm nothing more than nothing, there's nothing you get to love me
The only happy I can give you now : is set you free from me and all my problems
I think you better off without me
When you find love I truly hope that you don't doubt it
Cause I've hurt you so bad that you no longer the person you once were
Too many mistakes that I've made
And yet the biggest one you ever made : was tryna love me, tryna show me was is care
And I was numb to love
Too blind and so I stood and stared
And broke your heart a million shreds
Now you left, I look into the sky and hope to see you there
I hope to see you there
[Hook : Soultic]
Would you save me?
Would you save me from myself?
Save me from myself?
Yeah, save me
[Verse 3 : Raxion Stance]
Yeah, I think I'm a little too young for the shit I've been through
I close my eyes but I still see you
I'm so good at pretending like I'm alright
But I've been crying all night
I barely sleep, cause when I do I dream about you
Dream about the love that I deny myself
How effortlessly you see through and see through my hurt
We've never met but every time I get your text
I feel a love I've never felt, it's how you know me without words and how you touch me without hands
It's like you control all my senses
You know it when I feel depressed
It's hard to lie to you 'bout how deeply I'm hurt
It's like you're me and I'm you and everything between is who we are
But now you distant, I admit I pushed you truly are
I never drink much, when I do it all becomes my novocain
And I'll admit the only thing I know is pain
That's why I hurt you, cause your misery validates the void that dwells inside me
That's why I tell you that you better off without me
I'm monster and I know it, and love is how I rip you open
But you still love me and I think that's all I need
For someone else I won't be open, as much as I'm open to you
That's why I turn to you to save me
Will you?
[Hook : Soultic]
Would you save me?
Would you save me from myself?
Save me from myself?
Yeah, save me
[Outro]
Woman 1 : My mind would shut off. I just... I just wanna quiet the noise. I need to quiet the noise
Woman 2 : I'm just really tired of living in a state of permanent anxiety
Woman 1 : It's like you're screaming, but no one gonna hear
Woman 2 : No! No! No! I can't, I can't, I can't, (deep sobs) I can't. No. It's hurts. It's hurt please make it stop, please make it stop it hurts
Woman 2 : how do you keep going when the worst thing has happened? What do you have to change inside to survive?
Man : I am not angry ! I am in pain ! And you put me here ! The person who was supposed to love me more than anything