[Produced by Deejay Boe & Raxion Stance, Featuring Elias Vinay]

[Verse 1 : Raxion Stance]
Lonely nights
These days I've been feeling like I'm the only one
Avoiding calls when all alone, ignoring my phone
Needed somebody to love me when I was running from myself
I closed the chapter on my past
And that's the very moment Love Yourself really hit me
I had to learn there's really no shame in showing my feelings
I had to learn that love is a curse of the brokenhearted
I had to learn success will never make the pain stop, and
I could never need anybody until I need me
And that's the reason I chased somebody that didn't need me
Complicated feelings like Joker and Harley Quinn
Fell in love with someone who was never willing to love me
I'm driftin' off, I'm losing confidence
I let my worth only pivot upon the compliments
That people pay me when I reach half my accomplishments
Then I fall off cause I'm not happy with myself, I'm only happy over commonsense
I follow paths on common trends
Findin' hope to fill my hollow self
Chasing the number one spot like monograms
I spend my time chasing after money, power, success
Achieving goals at a price of sacrificing myself
For what's gaining the whole world if you don't love yourself?
And what's finding the one if you the one in need of care?
What's happiness without your family and friends?
Is the more to life than to getting cash? More to Raxion Stance? So, I—

[Hook : Elias Vinay]
I get high, cause I feel low
I got so much to deal with
My mind is a dark hole
I numb all of my feelings

[Chorus : Elias Vinay]
'Cause I need love but I never show
I get high but I feel low
I still ride with my real woes
I still ride with my real woes
I need love but I never show
I get high but I feel low
I still ride with my real woes
I still ride with my real woes

[Verse 2 : Raxion Stance]
Lonely nights
These days I've been feeling like I'm the only one
These days I've been driftin' and never showing my feelings
Feeling like knowing my feelings is just a weakness
I've been in the darkest moments with living
Leaving my critics to feed me reasons I feed from my demons
Dreamin' of peakin' the limits instead I'm pickin' my secrets apart
Dark with my thinkin' and heart
Cause the more I'm speaking 'bout my feelings, the less they listen, they split apart
And I've been scared of splittin' my audience, losing my relevance
Cause then my feelings are the only thing that's relevant
Cause then my demons are the reason they label me “weak”
And love me when I'm turning up like “cool” is better than “real”
But real is the only thing that really remains
When all these accolades are washed away along with fame
When all these people are moving to forgetting your name
The only thing that matters is what you did with your pain so, I—

[Hook : Elias Vinay]
I get high, cause I feel low
I got so much to deal with
My mind is a dark hole
I numb all of my feelings

[Chorus : Elias Vinay]
'Cause I need love but I never show
I get high but I feel low
I still ride with my real woes
I still ride with my real woes
I need love but I never show
I get high but I feel low
I still ride with my real woes
I still ride with my real woes