[Intro]
Yeah, as of late I feel like everything is just going too fast for me. It's hard to keep up. Fuck

[Hook 1]
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I don't know how to be alive
I've felt broken and I've heard lies and I've had times I ain't felt right
Feelin' like all feelings might leave me bleeding I'm seeking, needing my
Peace of mind from a piece of my peace, piecing peace to my peace of mind
Tryna fill from an empty cup
Tryna love but I never knew how to love myself, how to be myself
How to be enough when I'm not enough
Different war every other night
Never feel so I run and hide
Scared of love like I scare myself, never care what's left when I breakdown

[Verse 1]
But I really wish that I felt more
I really wish that prayed more
But me, I'm vain, always feelin' pain, I don't even know what to pray for
She said, "your love is my lifeline and I really wish you would stay more
But you keep running and you never stop
I don't even know what I wait for
What I try for, why I even bother with you, it's always the same shit
You never feel cause you fear pain
Never giving love you just wanna take
You don't wanna break, you don't wanna say what's eating you from the inside
And I really care but I need to stay away from you and your petty lies."
Goddamn, here I go again with my old tricks
Always stuck in ways, blaming my ex whenever I've broke things
Always stuck in mind, feeding it lies
Tryna decline, losing my mind
'Til I can't fight, dying from inside cause of my pride, that's some real shit

[Reprise]
But these days I'm changing
These days I'm learning that love never equates peace
And happiness is a thing you never can find if you ain't happy
By your own self, and before the trip to the other side cause I really got

[Hook 2]
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I don't know how to be alive
I don't know how to be aside what I feel inside when I'm breaking down
Chasing lies to the other side
Faking “why”s cause I never try
Tell myself that I'm good enough when my good enough is a fucking lie
Tryna fill from an empty cup
Spilling out what I feel inside when I'm in decline of my mental health
Cause my feelings lie when I speak my mind
Pain written in my sad eyes
Tears tingling my red eyes
Fears spillin' from my sad eyes when I rap rhymes 'til I breakdown

[Verse 2]
But I really wish that I felt more
I really wish that I cared more
But me, I'm scared that if I cared, I would get hurt, I would air more
She said, "your love is the only thing that I live for
But the only thing that you need more is the only time that you' never here 'til I bleed more
Should speak more, should give more
I don't even know what I feel for
You never talk, you don't even tell me you love me
You're always stuck on that girl you say once broke you
Now you use me so to even score
But I've given you everything I can, I cannot do this shit anymore."
Goddamn, there goes another good girl
I'm never on my true self, thinking that love ain't what I could tell
Wearing my hurt like it's a vest
Scared of myself and scared of my past
Scared of the pain I never could tell
Scared if I love I'm gonna regret it, that's real

[Reprise]
But these days I'm changing
These days I'm learning that love never equates peace
And happiness is a thing you never can find if you ain't happy
By your own self, and before the trip to the other side cause I really got

[Hook 1]
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I don't know how to be alive
I've felt broken and I've heard lies and I've had times I ain't felt right
Feelin' like all feelings might leave me bleeding I'm seeking, needing my
Peace of mind from a piece of my peace, piecing peace to my peace of mind

[Hook 2]
Tryna fill from an empty cup
Spilling out what I feel inside when I'm in decline of my mental health
Cause my feelings lie when I speak my mind
Pain written in my sad eyes
Tears tingling my red eyes
Fears spillin' from my sad eyes when-
Fuck

[Outro : Man & Women]
Line trills, line trills again

Man: yo! Sorry I missed your call, um, leave a message and I'll hit you back
Beep!
Woman: hey! I'm... kind of glad you didn't pick up. I... kinda just called to... hear your voice so... your voice recording was enough. Uh, I should hang up, what am I doing? Um, so uh, mh, I feel kinda dumb but uh... I miss you. I've been thinking about you and... I've been thinking about our love. And how much... I miss your touch. I miss being around you. Hearing your laugh and holding your hand. I think of you everyday. I hope and I wish that you're doing okay. I want us to go back to the old days. Because... I miss you. And I... just thought of you so I thought I'd call you... to tell you. That... you crossed my mind and I took that as a sign that... I should call and say... hi. So that's all... hi. I hope you don't think I've lost my mind, I hope... you don't think I'm crazy. This message is getting long so I should just say bye but... the idea of you listening to this... that's you on the other side of the line... I can't hang up. I don't want this to end. Not again... I dont know if you miss me too... I mean I haven't heard from you. But... I hope you do. I'll always love you. Even if things never go back to what we were, what we... what I became so used to. What I thought would be... forever. Just us two. But anyway... I just called to say... that I miss you