[Produced by Y-Bos On The Track]

[Intro : Sample, Raxion Stance & Y-Bos On The Track]
[?] All alone
Heart may have crossed my mind and stole
Tear me to pieces, skin of gold
Hello, welcome home
Yeah, welcome home
Y-Bos On The Track

[Verse 1]
I hate it when you do all the shit that you do
Like how you gave me less and gave that n***a all of you
I hate it when you act different but love don't make you different
'Cause when it comes to feeling feelings, my demeanor's shiftin'
Shiftin' from the the ghost I used to call thе better me
I cut thе ties that sever me
Look around, they say I make music to garner sympathy
N***as say they better than me
When all they do is talk while I work my ass off to better me
Bridging the gap between lyricism and Burner B, shit
I might hit my n***a Chaos for the collard greens, see
My grandma's sister is 61
And she has been grievin' but she don't show it
Tryna be strong for her grandchildren
She's never really seen the future in me doing music
I can't tell if she doubts the process or that I can do it
I can't tell if they love me for me or for doing music
These days I feel like my dream taking more than I'm pursuing

[Verse 2]
'Cause I have lost too many people just to say that I've made it this far
Carried the world on my shoulders, the proof is all in my scars
Waiting on a line that never ends when you stand from afar
'Cause nobody never really showed me love
I played my songs to this one girl I always had a thing for
Who said why am I so emotional, where are the hit songs?
And then she told me how I'd never be big as The Big Hash
When all I tried to do was be myself and just be real, man
Now I'm repping the same town I always felt trapped in
The corner I was backed in
Always working, tryna make 'em dig me
Something like Shovel Africa's logo brand
I've never been the same, since I lost magogo, damn
I haven't made it, I'm barely making enough to get by
Avoiding calls to be alone, sadly I am that guy
I've had women tell me they love me then turn around, love somebody else better
It's safe to say love is the truest lie

[Verse 3]
That reminds me of Matshepo, the one I was needing
I've always felt like she was the only girl to complete me
But now she's happy with someone who is something I wasn't
I needed time to recover, show me someone that doesn't
For a while I really thought we had it figured out
And I just fucked it up cause I was stuck in the past with my doubts
I wrote Love & Other Addictions, hoping it could mend
The broken pieces between us but shit was over before it could even start
And now I'm counting wishes to hang them above your heart
And now I'm writing lyrics in hopes I don't disregard
The love we used to share and all the memories we thought would be the meaning behind finding love
Sometimes I find myself missing you more than I do me, and
I think I lost it when I loved you more than I do me, but
You were my home and now I don't even know what is home
And now I barely even answer my phone
Always cooped up when I'm on the verge of feeling like I'm gonna break
My grandma's sister hit my line on my birthday like, "praise the Lord, you 23, you made it out of 22 safe."
Shit, you see, that really hit me
I've been praying for blessings but I forgot that waking up is a blessing
She said life is a test, I've been learning from life lessons
HGM, that's for life
Written by me for you, I only wish you more life

[Outro]
More life. More. HGM, for life. Written by me for you, I only wish you more life. More life. I wish you more life. With love, and life lessons