I’m so done with love they didn't even see me they way I left my heart open I felt like setve they always wondering how I’m surviving it’s not like I opened up to much for where I’m broken and crying I never felt the pain inside but if I wanted to die I wouldn’t be with eyes burry me with eyes for I honestly don’t have to see through your lies (phone call Sfx) my girl friend : hello artist are u thеre ? Artist ! Me “yuh I’m herе what happend” girlfriend I- was at this party and I um kissed a guy and kinda you know cheated on you and um I don’t think it his is gonna work out “ ok” I ain’t felt pain like this in 2 years I’m over the pain I don’t like it it’s all in my head I feel retarded it’s not like I see shit I’m taking these drugs I can’t feel shit I’m over the clubs and music my head is spinning I don’t like How I’m feeling .(phone call sfx) “hello ?” Hello this 911 how may I help you “ um I don’t feel good I’m about to pass out and no one is here to help “hello sir ?” What’s your address “ it’s 90- glem “ so now I’m in the hospital feeling all weird I can’t find a way to escape my fears I’m fading away they didn’t love me they didn’t even come over for company or to hug me I feel like a drastic monkey in my head I can’t stop moving don’t even come up to me