[Verse 1]
I'm starting to realize that it's my fault (Oh, woah)
'Cause I don't know where I woke up or what we did last night (Last night)
She tell her mama that I'm awful (Awful)
Heard he was talking, left his body where it won't see the light (It's 2 a.m.)
It's 2 a.m., I feel my nose sting (Fuck)
Fuck, I heard my phone ring, I promise I'ma call you back
Too intoxicated, keep it lowkey
Please don't say you know me
'Cause no one ever had my back

[Chorus]
All to say, where I've been is a mouthful
I can't blame what you said 'cause I'm awful
We're on and off like every second
Say "I love you" and regret it
Can't stay off the pharmaceutics (Oh no)
All the shit that you said is a mouthful
Say I'm dumb and misled, guess I'm awful
You tried your hardest to forget it
You still call me when you're stressing
Blame it on the pharmaceutics

[Verse 2]
I know
That even when you're with him, you feel alone (Woah)
And I wish I could help you, but it's
Too late now, the sun's gone down
And it's cold, it's so cold
And when the withdrawals kick and you feel so sick
Well, just know you're still home (Oh)
[Chorus]
All to say, where I've been is a mouthful
I can't blame what you said 'cause I'm awful
We're on and off like every second
Say "I love you" and regret it
Can't stay off the pharmaceutics (Oh no)
All the shit that you said is a mouthful
Say I'm dumb and misled, guess I'm awful
You tried your hardest to forget it
You still call me when you're stressing
Blame it on the pharmaceutics (I know)

[Outro]
(She tell her mama that I'm awful)