13 messages on my phone
Ones telling me to get a job and come home
But I don’t wanna come home
Cuz that’s when I be fucked up
People yelling at me “get a normal job”
But the only thing I say to them is “can you fuck off”
Cousin calling me to tell me “get off the drugs”
But I’m so lost, that I can’t get enough
Searchin’ for my purpose
Yeah, hurtin’ when I’m all alone
When I look in the mirror, I feel scared
And don’t feel sh**
Hate it, that I gotta work on my patience
Cuz I’ve been stuck in the matrix
Roads sticky, look pretty
Got mе faded, got me faded
Oh sh**
I didn’t mеan to see right through
I can’t see through
I’ve been here before, at the door
Waiting for more, I need more
People yelling at me “get a normal job”
But the only thing I say to them is “can you fuck off”
Cousin calling me to tell me “get off the drugs”
But I’m so lost, that I can’t get enough
Searchin’ for my purpose
Yeah, hurtin’ when I’m all alone
When I look in the mirror, I feel scared
And don’t feel sh**