Yeah

(Slight laughter)

Listen
I don't think I really want to embrace the insane ever again
And you know what?
Well, I don't have to
Because I've got this joint and you know who is also out of my life?
It's my toxic Mom
The one that always fuckin' uses me
And you know what? That's wrong
And I guess that today I'm feeling quite alright
I'm feeling quite okay, because you know what?
I don't give a fuck that she rolled down a hill and her car got trapped for two hours and broke her heel
And, well, that's fucked up
That's fucked up

When I was a kid
I really loved her, but there's been so many fuckin' absurd things that have happеned in my life
That werе caused by her it's true that I can't even think back to them
I can't think back to you, Mom
I can't think back to loving you
I can't think back to the time
When I gave you a hug
And this rhyme is really, well, I guess it's raw but true
And you know what? I don't give a fucking care about you
Because, well, I hate you inside
I think you were fucking wrong and I hope you fucking die
Because, well, one day you will and then, well, I guess maybe I'll feel all the things that I keep bottled inside
That shit that I want to hide
The shit that I cannot lie about
All the hurt
The pain
And the truth
The things that you did to me
And god fucking damn it, dude
I just, well, it fucked up my head and I think I wanna blame her until the time that she's dead
Because I don't have any class
I learned to shirk my responsibilities from her
And you know what, that's just what it is
Well, some would say that that's just me making excuses and god damn, that's great
Because it's true
It's all I fucking do in life is make excuses
God fucking damn, it's right
But you know what?
I'm a survivor and I'll make it through
Well, until that one day, dude
That I end up dead just like everyone else
And I guess this is just another song about help
That we all need from a God up above that can restore love and that restore hope to people
And maybe He can heal my black darkened heart
And bring me back to this pain frue this work of art
And I said "frue" and that's alright, god damn
Aw, man I fuckin' did it again
I'm so sick of this shit
I do it every time, but you know what?
That's okay, because I'm feeling just fine
And I know
I know
I know
I know