It's been some time
Since I woke up sober
But I still despise
The fucking sight of you
Shaking limbs
Sweat is dripping
Paranoia's kicking in
Don't surprise me
Forgotten feelings
Of being flooded
Will I ever feel the shame
Don't trust this
Never awake
Always tired
Just so I can make mistakes
Please destroy me
This will be
A complete new kind
Of hate
So let me fail you
Let me fail this world
You
Failed
Me
So let me live alone
So I can become my failures
This will not pass
You keep running from the light
A cracked bottle in your hand
Reality will not fucking rest