[Intro]
I looked in the mirror and I looked like I died
And then came back to life
(Laughing)

[Verse 1]
I think I’ll stay off of my phone for the rest of the year
And sometimes I swear I’m doing fine
But still I need to hear it
It’s not that I don’t wanna be well liked
But nothing online feels like it’s real life
I think I’d rather leave than fear it

[Pre-Chorus]
And sometimes I hate myself
I wish I could be anybody else

[Chorus]
How come I need hard drugs just to calm down a little?
Hold down and get me through the night
I just wanna fall in love with that girl in the mirror
Tell her that she’s gonna be alright
I don’t wanna get hung up or caught in the middle
Fall from the peak of my life
How come I can’t fill me up without hard drugs
Hard drugs, ah-ah
[Verse 2]
Some days I'll wake up and the sun is shining brighter than most
That fleeting feeling could stay happy
But I know that I won't
It's not that I'm ready to die
But I, Wish that I could rest in peace some times
But then I'd where the the time goes

[Chorus]
How come I need hard drugs just to calm down a little?
Hold down and get me through the night
I just wanna fall in love with that girl in the mirror
Tell her that she’s gonna be alright
I don’t wanna get hung up or caught in the middle
Fall from the peak of my life
How come I can’t fill me up without hard drugs
Hard drugs, ah-ah

[Bridge]
And it's harder to breathe in every time the sun goes down
Getting harder to breathe in, breathe in
I was hoping I'd hate it here a little less by now
Hoping I'd hate it, I'd hate it

[Chorus]
I don't want to need hard drugs just to stare at the ceiling
Trying not to feel like I might die
I don't even do hard drugs but my whole generation's addicted to the thought of feeling high
And if everybody's up so high then nobody's different
Nobody's someone they like
How come I can't fill me up without hard drugs
Hard drugs, ah-ah
[Outro]
Hard drugs, hard drugs, ah-ah
Hard drugs, hard drugs