When the colors are so far away.. all they seem are greys

Evening colors here in bleeding, red through a hopeless path to ever reach your smiles

I can’t live like this again… I can’t be dragged away again…

I can’t watch you smile.. I can’t watch colors shine against the bodies of anyone else

And you will never know how much it kills me…

Every word cuts deeper than you’ll ever know...

…for I’ve never been held

Never have I been truly held

And loved

And hugged

Where It truly is home in your arms