I don't remember most
Of all those months
I was not involved
Hopeless semi-drive
Should I come to
Just for one sole hour
I could go ahead
Didn’t go ahead
You [?]
You give your best shot

(My thoughts become reality, I'm unsure of what to do)

Some way I found to end up further down than on you
It's what I wanted and it happened and it happened (too)
Too late to come back with the right thing to say
And like a rhyme I saw it coming from so very far away:

”Come inside I know it’s cold
I don't know what you've been told
I don't see you I just feel
You were good enough to kneel”

Cut my lips and waking up
"Was it a dream?" Of course it's not
Wash your bloody sheets before I kiss them bye bye
”Sure it's a dream” You say that now
And I hoped, in a way
That every time I'd leave
I might never ever ever
Never see you again
(But I always saw you again)