[Verse 1]

I wish I could talk
Cause my mouth is not saying what I want to say
I feel like I'll lead astray
Into a darkness that will never go away

It's all over again
Confusion flooding up my brain
I've never tasted cocaine
But I guess this mess inside feels like the same

[Chorus]

And every night I repeat it all in my head
Making me think that I should be dead
Guiltiness, uncertainty are taking me apart
I know there's something missing in that jar
Maybe it's the reason one hundred and one

[Verse 2]

Sometimes I ask myself
Did I ever drain energy from your chest?
Or did something that would've make you feel tired?
Cause if I didn't do it, I believe you won't understand
The tiredness of holding on my back
The weight of the darkness that was at your side of the line