(Jake Mackson)
This story is about a young boy with high degrees
Living in harmony, his family wants his mind to speak
But then he started with getting high on weed
Popping 5 bottles in like a week
Sip and light the haze
Hard to see what's real
When everybody is fake
And hard to be concealed in the image that he creates
It feels lonely in his soul
But with lyrics he can relate
So he decides to leave he's giving up on faith
Leaving his mom with a letter telling 'I'm looking for better times'
Want to see the world know I'm not the best alive
I'll have to try to get inside the feeling of feeling complete freedom
Got caught by police and he meets devils but he wants to meet Jesus
Hard times when his father suddenly leaves cuz
He's solo with his mom
But the saddest part would be that this is all real and this little kid is me

(Insanity)
Let me tell you a story of a 12-year-old
Didn't say much in class he was self-absorbed
Mom passed away so he can't perform at school
Dad a alcoholic and he can't ignore
No food in the kitchen, dad was beating him because he just wouldn't listen
Now rumors are getting in his school
And bullies beginning to bully him in an instant
Now he's hiding in recess he just does what his instincts
Tell him to do, he didn't fight, no he flee
Years long he did not ever want enemies
Tried to take his own life, now he's got therapy
But the fight takes his toll and he's lost mentally
Didn't have the will to live, no he rather be dead
Rather happy in heaven than on this planet and sad
So now he made a choice that he doesn't regret
Bought a 9 mil and put the gun to his head, bang