Can’t believe the person I used to be
Break into your house while you sleep
Can’t leave your keys out around me
More than down to catch a felony
Figured I’d be dead by 20
Cuz everyone will have left me
The whole world was out to get me
So I’ll get away with what you’ll let me

Can’t even think back on my early 20s without wincing
Moved on from trying to dry up your pension
To a bad case of bitter genius syndrome
Had to let everyone know I was the smartest in the room
Lived for a conflict, I’ll embarrass you
Thought I’d get revenge on the world for what it put me through
I’m the main character and you’re just here to service the plot
So I’ll write you off without a second thought
Oozing fake charisma, anyone would kill to take your spot
Won’t apologize for going too far or for any slip of the tongue
Went mad with the power denied to me when I was young
Thought this was how I had to act to be someone
And god I just want to be someone

I lived reckless, I been broke bad
I’ve been trying to grift you out of everything that you have
Lived for the chaos back then, but now I don’t understand
How I became the glove when I was the punching bag
I think of Kansas City and everyone there
How I treated them like my cross to bare
I tried to walk around like I didn’t care
But now I wonder if I’m somebody's nightmare