[Chorus]
They say "New year, new me"
But that was never true
Yeah especially with you
Was there one thing [?], you know it was too
Decisions I made over you, oh

[Verse]
First ones were great, girl
I ain't [?] while, you make my head twirl
Brought me so much pain, I think I'd rather be dead, girl
No, I ain't come prepared for you
Burnin' my whole world, burnin' my whole world
You said it was real love
But I never knew that so I just [?]
Won't go out for my friends, said I should [?]
Gotta smoke, a way to run from my fears, oh, my fears
I'm tired of the house calls, and I'm tired of burnin' tires on the asphalt
Tryna drive away from the things I never asked for
Fuck a tattoo, bitch, I'll go tattoo the passport
And you wondering "Oh, what's wrong with him?"
Can't close my eyes, I'm up pondering
Saw my friends cut ties, yeah, I'm scarred for them
I still got my fame, know I'll ball for them (Yo, yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]
They say "New year, new me"
But that was never true
Yeah especially with you
Was there one thing [?], you know it was too
Decisions I made over you, oh